Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Midterm Exams



Before our midterm exams, the shocking news which we got from our C.R of Mass Communication Department was that our teacher of "National and International Affairs" and "Broadcast Journalism" has been fired without any reason.

This news brought every single student of Mass Communication Dpt (B.S 3rd and B.S 2nd year) to the Vice Chancellor for protest but that was useless. He directed our C.R's to the Chairperson Office where he told them that he will arrange new teacher and for now he is going to take our paper..

A Matter Of Shame



Few days before as i entered the JUW's Seminar room, i found Miss Umm-e-Habiba 
scolding a group of girls as they were creating noises and disturbing the other girls who were reading newspapers, magazines and novels related to their assignments or for theirclass activity. Just when ma'am Habiba scolded the girls, a girl from the group misbehaved and critisized her duties in a rude way which was really shocking and matter of shame..

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

WATER PRANK..


On Saturday, there was a clash between 1st year girls of MASS COMMUNICATION
and Final year girls of BBA department.


The reason of their skirmish was throwing water on 1st year girls. Miss Sadia Nizami 
said" It usually happens, its not a new thing for us"


It is so childish to do such type of pranks" said Abiya Wasim student of B.S 3rd year.


Whereas Zainab Bukhari B.S 3rd year fully supported 1st year girls of MASS COMMUNICATION.


While this fighting going on, the C.R of Mass Communication Department came and resolve the matter.

MELA




The MELA held in JUW on 26th march 2011. There was fun, excitement, colors all around the university. There were eye catching stall of food, face painting, mehndi stalls and much more. The most exciting thing was the swings arranged by the university, which were enjoyed by the students. A group of girls from Mass Comunication Department were in same black Mass Communcation logo T-shirts which grabbed the attention of the visitors and the students.


The Chief guests of the mela were “FAISAL SABZWARI” and “RAZA HAROON”, they also visited the mela. SAMAA channel and DUNIYA TV took coverage of the whole event. These are such events which students remembered their whole life..

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Emotionz





I Will Never Forgive You!
My love was a placid completely pure
The deeds I did was sacred for sure
But for you life is just a blunder
For me its worthy,so I always surrender.

I'm in solitude but I do breathe
Eternity has stood still but its thundering underneath
My heart beats faster than the rest
No one knows this as I live in a closed nest.

Make the sun bow his majesty
Let the moon show its courtesy
Bring the world right to my feet
I will not forgive you so never come to meet.

Dont regret now I"m getting provoked
Better stay away because I'm choked
You are a wild beast which has no mercy
Leave me alone let me do my heresy..  




I Wish I Could Hear You!

Your that pleasent lovely voice
Is recorded deep inside with rejoice
Your once breath could solve all my griefs
But now my mental anguish has no relief.

Our love itself became annoyance
It made us feeble by destroying all our sense
Something is left which brings the rememberance
I cannot stop it now as it grew dense.

All that we loved cannot be forgotten
I'm compelled by my true intention
Today I hesitate to bow down before god
He made a castaway from keeping our love broad.

A new story have began with colourful chapters
Everything is going fine with goodness in clusters
But I swear my heart is still not mended
From the day you left the happiness is all ended..




My Eyes Always Search You!
Eternity has stood still,now nothing left
My heart also have became a distorted art
I"m living here with a breathless soul
But when in crowd at once my eyes search you.

Now I loiter in the jungle of memories
Where day and night totally creeps
But when a partial of sun ray falls on me
In that dim light at once my eyes search you.

Life is messed up with no more hopes
Planing to end up tieing a rope
But when the droplets from roof falls on slab
In that choatic sound at once my eyes search you..




You Are Completely Mine!
If ever someone had rights on y
Then it was only me never anyone new
For you this is a random truth
And you will never believe as you are a uncouth.

Beats cannot be separated from heart
You cannot erase me from god's love chart
Facts will happen no one can stop them 
You should be with me,you are my lucky gem.

Without me you are incomplete
Just like clap wont come with one hand's beat
Miles between us but you have to reach me
Otherwise life will be miserable for thee.

You are my dream and my fantasy
Each moment my heart is increasing its acrasy.
You are the only reason why I'm living
Orelse even to breathe I would be striving..




You Went Far Away!
Leaving me in that murky Corner
You walked out as If you were not my lover
Forcefully you took your heart from me
But some pieces were left which are still with me.

Each day when I open my eyes
A ray of hope tickles my mind
But when I realise the painfull truth
My heart stumbles like a hopeless sleuth.

My love is like the sky,it will never end
Was yours too the same?Its difficult to pretend.
Now your thoughts make me suffocated
And at last I end up frustrated.

In exchange of love a person doesnt get love
Virtuality of fakeness has increased from above
For you my heart was like a tissue paper
Now in hand the next moment into the dustbin.

The dreams that we created from deep within
Dint you feel bad by piercing it with the pin?
My fault was that I always been at your feet
May be this is the reason why you left me incomplete.

Someday I hope the sun and moon will together treat
Then that day for sure we will also meet
Till then let me battle with my rusted heart
Because it holds your memories still so tight..


I Still Remember You!
The roof of my heart is still leaking blood
I tried to close it but the beats are dead
Now what is the gain by taking a new birth?
The soul has broken and there is no love in depth.

I still walk through those lovely streets
Where our love was straight just like a fleet
How can I Abandon from loving you?
When there are still many things that makes me remember you.

The world came to my feet when I felt your touch
But I never thought this will make me wretch
I'm Entangled in your love,its impossible to escape
There is no second option so I'm living in this haunted cape.

You dont remember me now for sure
YOu were always hard with an willing power
Life went on and now it became years
But I still remember you in silent tears..


Last Night!
Last Night When I Woke Up
I could see a beam of light completely wrapped up
With a bright glance the angel waved its wings
When I sat on them I felt as saturn rings.

I reached a cloud which was milky white
Where life & love was related very tight
There was a wondering spirit everywhere
First time inside me there was a heartfelt dare.

With white gowns and frizzy hair
Everyone stepp'd down with their soul pair
The enchanting beauty was beyond description
For a moment I went into conniption.

They greeted me with a smiling face
There was a round of applause with a pace
Scent of seven tress filled the air
I closed my eyes b'coz of the dazzeld glare.

The red wine was served in the crystal glass
The dine was that of a high class
All at once the pairs began to dance
The view had a deep lovely romance.

Suddenly everything came to a standstill
My dream ended & the winter night chilled
But I swear that place was heavenly
Where love is respected more than almighty..


My Pain Is Hidden From This World!


Days passed to months & now it became years
But I still cry in silent tears
Everything changed,everyone left
But I'm still there where I was before.

My lashes are always wet with a warm feeling
My cheeks are bright with crystal of tears
Hands pressed tightly towards my lips
I control myself from bursting out.

I'm lost somewhere,its impossible to come back
The unsaid words are piercing my heart
Deep within I'm still bleeding
There was no other option,so I left you conceding.

Stare at me you will find tears in my eyes

Observe me carefully I behave fakely
My smile is portrait so its always still
But my pain is hidden from this world..


Letting To Go Is Very Difficult!


I remember that lovely day
When you smiled at me & said that you love me
I was never so keen to answer
But I couldn't run away from that true glancer.

Your one word could controll my bursting anger
Your once touch made my injuries heal faster
You were so delicate with a innocent heart
But what made you change & leave me apart?

Now my sleeps have no more dreams
Everytime nightmares comes & makes me scream
My love got shattered & life became aimless
The friendship that we shared too became worthless.

You asked me to leave you so I left
I can sacrifice anything for your happiness
I made myself strong to not disturb you
But the truth is that I cry every second for you..


Did You Really Mean That Goodbye?


When you left me I thought you were kidding
Everytime you did this so It was not a great thing
I waited all day long but you never came
Wasn't you joking?Did you really mean that goodbye?         


What mistake did I commit that you walked out?
living for you each second was all what I did
When you said that you need some shadow
I even din't mind to keep my hands on the sun.                             

Just remember those days when you were not well
I used to be awake whole night to make you sleep
You forget your medicines & get involved in works
But I always remembered it & never missed it even for a time.

Whenever you asked me something
I never said no instead I always did that thing
There are times when I hurted you
But each time I made you cry I got more closer to you.

So was this goodbye you gifted me?
For all my hearfelt love was this your reward?
If then its ok I'm not sad
Whatever you give me is precious to me..:)


I Wish We Were Together Today!

I wish we were together today

The moment would be cherished all the way
I could bring you anything you ask for
Keeping you happy is always my chore.

I wish you were in my arms
I would be holding you tight without any harms
I wish you were sleeping on my lap
Moving my fingers through your hairs would make me feel fab.

I wish you were near me
I could have done all your works like a bee
I could have brought a heaven for you
I could have made the moon greet you..

I can do anything for you..My life, My soul, My everything is just yours..For today & forever..I'm only yours..


One Day I Will Be Alive Again!
There is someone dead inside me..A soul which was real.It was my identity, Infact it was me,"I".I lived in a palace of royal traditions where everything was golden.I always laughed with my heart.The smile I used to give was not fake.My dreams were tender with a heart so sensitive.My mind was soo pure where only thoughts of almighty lived.But suddenly one day my heartbeats got faster.The world seemed to be stopped.Everything around me appeared different.The season became fresh & the flowers blossomed again.Days became short & nights became long.I felt a feeling,very deep & special.There was a complete change in my life.I thought that some miracle had taken place.But no,the truth was that I had fallen in love with you..

I got addicted to this wonderland.Everything in our world was heavenly.Every moment gave a new life.Every mornings gave heart full of happiness.There was no second which made me sad.The land of our world was a part of heaven.You made your every promises here.All your gifts were opened here.All our love wasshared here.I could see nothing exepct your those lovely eyes.Each time you touched me I got lives for next seven births.You were different from this world.You were unique.
You loved me soo much that I gave you my heart in return thinking that you are mine forever.But one fine morning when you walked out without any reason my heart broke into pieces.I had given it to you to keep it safe but you destroyed it.My life completely got finished.All my dreams got shattered.I could not just stand on my feet.After you left many changes took place.I really had a tough time.Life became horrible and even death ran away from me.Even my shadow waved a goodbye.I became compeltely alone.

Time healed everything, but only from outside.Deep inside there are still millions of tears bursting.There are many wounds still bleeding.Each beats of my heart still takes your name and everytime I breath I can feel your fragrance.Now I am alive to this world but for me I'm still dead.I dont want to rise agaibecause once I come up then i will forget you.I will be soo strong that your name will be erased from my life.

May be there is no another option.All that I can do is to throw you out of my life.To burn up your memories & tear your love out.Once I wake up then no one can stop me.I wil bring this world to my feet.I will do it one day.I have to do it.One day, I will be alive again..


I Have Changed Completely!
Its unbeleivable sometimes that how much I have changed to myself.B'coz it was unexpected.I never thought that such a twist will take place in my life.I have changed completely but not as I wanted to.All my dreams got shattered.Everyone whom I loved departed from me.People who used to care for me each and every moment now dont even look at me.People who used to laugh at my silly jokes now dont even smile for my funniest sayings.

I used to talk without any reason all day long.But now silence has filled my life completely.I used to laugh always with my heart & now happiness is a stranger to my life.Living each moment of life was my only policy & now I'm living with a breathless motion.Never thought that I will change like this.Never thought that such a day will come in my life.Sometimes I wonder that how can a girl like me live like this today.

I know mistake is completely mine.But love dosent seek permission & come to our life.It happens accidently.Its the writing of fate.No one can dare enough to challenge it.I'm a normal human being who takes life as it comes.I loved you & that is never a mistake.You dint realise my love that is the wrong part of my fate.Never mind if you dont love me.I wont forcefully make you mine.Its your life & I'm no one to decide.But remember that no one can ever love you like me b'coz true love in our life wont happen again & again..



Please Don't Ignore Me!
As time passes the pain in me is increasing.It has now become unbearable.The reason is as white as milk.Its that you are ignoring me.That breaks my heart.Why you do like this to me?with great difficulty when I call you why are you not answering me?I trust you soo much so I'm feeling that you are kidding with me.Is that true?Please reply me.What the great mistake i did that you are hating me like this?My heart has already broken.Now dont break even the broken peices.Are you soo cruel?Do you really enjoy my pain?

I'm dying here to hear your voice once.Just remember those days were we used to talk for hours together.Those moments that was heavenly.Remember those songs that you used to sing for me.No you cant.If you do then you'll break.You'll cry very badly.B'coz that much we had loved each other.Why are you breaking such a precious relationship?Do you think there is someone else who can love you more than me?If then go and search.You'll only give up & come back to me.B'coz god paired us & you cannot break us apart.

Every day I open your gifts again & again.I read all our letters thousands of times.I have been spending all my time in your thoughts.My days & nights are incomplete now.Everything in my life have changed now.I dont feel like I'm living.Just a breathless soul all weal,all alone.Please take out 1 minute for me and call me.I'll be happy & stop crying.Please,I beg you.Atleast now understand that You mean the world to me.You are my everything.You have the biggest position in my life.Only you can make me come out of this darkness.Please.help me.I really need you now.Please..





I QUIT!

I'm leaving this mean world forever
My existence will not disturb you ever
I was fascinated with you was my mistake
That is the reason why I'm in egony with a heartbreak.

I thought you were mine but I was wrong
I was never the one to whom you belong
I asked you for some true love
In return you made me a blooded dove.

Now I'm going to a world of silence
Where solitude makes the only sense
There people laugh when they are in pain
And always have a feeling of vain.

They greet themselves with gloomy faces
And adore their houses with scary vases
Their dresses are white with music in light
There day & night are same in sight.

Going to my eternal sleep so last goodbye
Pray for me atleast now as I'm going to die
My soul has no end it wil be alive
As your love from it can never be deprived..